Haiz...I knew its coming, and now it has come and go. The 1st time i read i couldn't believe she wrote an email to me. But i guess it'll do :( She's attached with a new guy whom i suppose is that chinese guy she talked about all this while. I'm sad for myself but happy for her. She felt it was the right thing to do, being with me again seems inapropriate. But she still loves me. Crazy as it seems but i believe her. Some things u can't control, no matter what u do, no matter how hard u try, if it doesn't change, it won't change. I hope she lives happily ever after. As for me, now is not the time too worry bout relationships...need to get back on track and move on. I'm just an unlucky motherfucker caught up in between a tsunami and a hurricane. Either way i'm still a gonner. Searching for the one? Never stopped just paused, and at every stop perception changes. Maeb she's out there somewhere, looking for me but i've not shown up yet. If i find her, i'll be sure to never let her go. It's just a matter of when, not so soon i guess but one day. To whom it may concern, thank you for giving me the opportunity to love and be loved the way i always dreamed. Unfortunately, i would have to break my promise, i apologise for that. AS for now, i could only do 1 thing for you, to dissapear from ur life. With that my love may we not see each other ever again...
PS: I LOVE YOU for the last time
crawling back to you
Sunday, October 26, 2008 <3
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