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Farhan Aka Bungkos

Name:Muhammad Farhan Bin Abdul Razak
D.O.B:7th January 1988
School:Nanyang Polytechnic
Course:Mechattronics Engineering
Status:Single
Interest:Soccer, DOTA, Counter-Strike
Email:farhancs@hotmail

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Friday, June 29, 2007

Today was SanWan's birthday, me and ron came down to causeway point to help our bro change his blog page haha. It was fun we saw alot of types of skins ranging from emo skins to hatred skins. Ron ofcourse the IT wiz was alot of help in web designing so yah im kinda useless at it :) Aniway our bro got his birthday present from us, an enjoyable time with frenz no stress no mess. We took some pictures while we were at woodlands Regional Library. Wacky pics, nonsense pics and yeah we also saw some young school aged kids trying to act as if they were attractive haha better luck next time girls ;)No chance in hell are they gona miss a chance to be celebrities in bungkos's blog hahaha. Chey like real only. Aniway ron had some probs with his girl earlier on the day but still he can smile for the camera rite? YEAH! What do you get when u mix to crazy dudes in one place? A HELL OF A GOOD TIME THAT IS!!! hahaha which we all did btw. Most of the time we were online doing our blog thingy and surfing for soccer updates. News bout soccer and all that. My laptop batt was dead by 9pm haizz so sad. There was only 1 electrical outlet and 2 lappy's and Wan's laptop was charging.What the hell are we looking at? Come on don't scare me man hahaha. We took this pic after we ate Ramly Burger and slurp some blueberry justea in front of block 363 or 636. Waiting for ron to come back...RonNnNn where are youououou....hahaha. There were alot of pakciks and mkciks there at werk. Parking attendants i suppose. Too bad i no vehicle LOL. But the lime light tonite was not them but to RON! haha never seen that side of RON. So lovey dovey ewww haha been there done that. And the worst thing is...the burger we bought haven been eaten yet sey like 1hr plus naik beku burger dier LOL! After almost 2hrs the burger runnig here and there finally it was consumed. Tamat riwayat ramly. Sedih tapi benar. Tapi takpe banyak lagi ramly yang boleh kiter makan lagi di dunia hahaha. As u can see there's the 2 crazy people, 1 smoking cigaretta another smoking ramly. Ain't it cool? hahaha. Niway guess why im writing and blabbering so long over the same thing over and over again? Just wanna make the length of this entry hahaha. Niway i got to tell u all that i don't smoke aites. So the next picture u see might be horrifying but be assured that no animals or any living being was harmed during the potrayal of this picture :) hahahaha.There it is...me smoking haha cam real gitu ehk? But ofcoz that is just camera trick don be fooled ;) Do i look cool? i donnoe maybe yes maybe not hahaha but 1 thing 2 be sure its no good to smoke so people out there please don't start. Bad for ur health and others around you. And btw this is bdae boy's idea not me so yah im a helpless friend being abused hahahaha. Joking bro haha aniway its been a fun night, saw chicks, had fun, surfnet, and by the way irah...who's ur friend standing next to ya long hair tank-top? She looks pretty nak kenal2 bleh? Hahaha aniway tag me u'all :)



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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Hey there,

Im here to tell you of the things i've never told anyone before. Many things i need to share coz this is the last time i could say it...For those who don't wish to know please close this window for the truth...can be hurtful.

First and foremost i want to tell the one person who i've kept close to my heart all this time. She was the girl i have been looking for all this time but fate is not by my side. We were not meant to be...but i still feel the same. Then, now and forever. For once you love, you will always love. To you...remember when we used to talk. U asked me what is the one thing i would tell you if i had the chance to...well now i would like to tell you...I Love You Ayu :)


Secondly i would like to ask one question to you Hannah. Why? why you let other jerks have the chance to break your heart. You don't like it but yet u keep falling for jerks one after another. And u fail to see that there is someone among them who deserve your love but you wouldn't give him the chance to. Although i've never forgotten how much i loved you, i wish i had forgotten how much u hurt me.


Lastly to all my ex's, thanx for all the misery and happiness. We may not have done well together but that's just an experience we should learn from. From what i can see people change so much while im gone. Some change for the better while others for the worst. But it's okay, life is a learning journey. Namely Sadrinna, she changed alot from someone who don't know anything to someone who knows something :) Nurul from a decent tudung girl to a 'hot' bad ass bitch, figuratively i mean no hard feelings i hope. This is gonna be the last time i rememba u all. I've given up on love, goodbye love till we meet again...and btw Huda, at woodlands mart that Wan was talking about he saw you with another guy? That was me, walking past you staring at you but u didn't notice. What luck rite? What u did is dispicable even i can't believe. And to think i trusted you?

Sign
Farhan



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Thursday, June 21, 2007

My love,

I've tried so hard to contain my feelings. Nothing will put it to rest. I know now u will never love me. Therefore its no use for me to continue living a dream. I bid farewell to you...my love

Love
Nobody...



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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Dear Love,

I don't know what attracts me to you. Your heart is as beautiful as you are.Your love is more precious then diamonds. I would give anything to be the one you love. You are the 1st person i think of each morning and dream of every night. I can't bare to be apart from you for even an inch. I wish i could see your face every day and every night. NO i won't get bored of seeing your face every moment of my life. It would only make me love you more. People fall in love once, but i fall in love everytime i see you, everytime i think of you, everytime i dream of you. You may not have kept me close to your heart, but i have always kept you in my heart. If i can tell you how much i love you, it would be a story with no end. If i can show you how much u mean to me, it would be a play with no beginning. If yu ask me what i would do for your happiness, i would readily jump of a lava waterfall. For you will never know what i feel and how i love. In my dictionary, you are the very definition of love itself. I would protect you with my life in whatever cicumtances, because if you were gone i would follow you. For my only purpose in this wretched world is to love you. With you around, my life will never be the same. Everyday would be an adventure. You would be a gift from heaven brought down by angels and entrusted to me. NO words can describe how much i love you...

Love
Farhan



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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Dear Love,

I want to tell you, how i feel every single day thinking and dreaming of you. I noe u don't feel the same but i cant deny what i truly feel. I've never told u before in words of my own, I LOVE YOU with all my haert and soul. I wish i could tell as much as i want to show u how much u mean to me. But surcumstances change over time. U were always with someone new which i find it difficult to believe. But to see you happy is all i wanted.

If i cant make u the happiest girl in this world then i would want the one u love make u happy for the rest of his life. I just cant believe how much i loved u. It hurts everytime i think of you. It kills me to know u love someone else other than me. But i know my place i this world, like i said before im meant to be alone.

But if given a chance, i would tell u straight from my heart. I'll grab ur hands and on my knees...i would tell you the three sacred words that i rarely say and mean. I love you so much, more than anything in this world. U changed my life, u made me believe in myself. U make me love again and for that i shall love you for eternity. There won't be a single day of your life that i won't say i love you. there won't be one day in my life that i'd ever say i love u no more. Coz my love is always true and tre love last forever in bad and in good.

I will be here waiting for the day u say u love me. If that day ever comes, it will be the best day of my life. If it doesn't then i shall die with u in my heart. You're the only reason why i was brought to this world, and that reason is to love you forever. I may be a brother to you, but ur more than the universe to me...

Love
Farhan



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Monday, June 04, 2007


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