Wednesday, November 28, 2007
People say they cannot live withput love...i used to believe that too but i came to realise that its a whole lot of bull. Love is nothing special. Not everyone can experience love. Love i mean intimate love that is. Some of us are just not cut out to be loved. Although we try to be the nice guys, the gentleman's the man all girls want. but in the end we lose out. Coz y? coz they have to many choices and they pick the most good looking ones as priority no. 1.
What the hell is going on here?? Ain't love meant for everyone? Ugly people are not meant to be loved? is that it? I don't know whether i believe in love anymore...its just not possible. With what i see everyday...and go through B4 i wonder why people are searching for it? I hate what i've become. But what am i to do...people ard me just make me don't believe in love. I hope someday someone out there can prove to me there is still hope...that love really do exists...
crawling back to you
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
The last week of FYP was slack everyone was just busy trying to finnish thier report and get the hell out of school hahaha. The teacher didn't give a hoot what we do except for Choo ofcourse. but what the hell thats the last time i would ever hear he say anything so WTH.
NOw im just enjoying the freedom while it last, coz on monday IAP starts and that when boredom begins. :)
crawling back to you
Sunday, November 25, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Weekends turn out sucks afterall. Ton with my brothers at bukit batok nature reserve. Was bored so messaged all the girls in my contacts but none replied. Haizz i guess they forgotten bout me...why would anyone want to remember me rite? who the hell am i to stay in anyone's heart or mind 4 long? Just felt like needing someone that day...Wan got alot of girls to keep him company, Ron got his girlfriend for the rest of his life and i have noone...shucks i hate being emotional not good at telling people how i feel, so therefore maeb i deserve all this...If today turns out to be a shitty day...well nobody knows what im going to do...and nobody cares T_T
crawling back to you
Monday, November 12, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.
Monday, November 05, 2007
At least its a good start of the week. Came at 8.18am, and i thought i can't make it on time hahaha. Anyway all is quiete now but it won't stay the same for long. Not too sure if today there is something new to do or not. But i guess im prepared for anything hahaha.
Nothing much too say this week but thursday no school! so shiok hahaha can play WoW. other than that its gonna be boring like always hahaha
P.S: Last week drama night 2007 power pack. So many chicks hahaha. There was one exceptionaly beautiful that caught my eyes. Short hair, fair, chinese looking and she's HOT! hope i can see her again :D
crawling back to you
Monday, November 05, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.
Friday, November 02, 2007
It has always been a dillema for me to find the girl who i loved. When i do find her i befriend her and then...that's when i fumbled. How do i express my feelings, my true feelings to someone i love who already is my friend? She treats me as a friend, i treat as a friend but i feel for her differently.
Sometimes it hurts to be in my position because you don't want to loose a friend and also u don't want to be "JUST FRIENDS". That's the 1st step, to decide whether to tell or not to tell. The 2nd step is how do you say it? I mean how you bring about the topic? do i say, "hey! u noe wat? i actually am falling in love with u? can u believe it? haha" or "i got sumting to tell you. Im in love with you..".i tried both and both srewed up my life. :(
People say you must show your intentions clearly but 10% direct approaches doesn't work. 50% indirect approach doen't work. And further more they say u must not wait too long or too short. I don't even know if she feels the same for me how the hell am i goin to know when is the right time?
crawling back to you
Friday, November 02, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.
