I went home yesterday at 8pm from Tekong. What a relief from all those titring training. Fuck Tekong i wish i never have to go back there agian but then everyone must go so what the hell. Anyway i came back home and went online, Idah was online to but we didn't talk much as i made a point to not bothere her anymore. She needs time so i give her all the time in the world, truthfully speaking i don't think she'd ever want to get back with me. But i still lovc her nonetheless.
Skipping to the next part of the story i watched some anime's before i can't keep myself awake so i went to sleep at 12am. I woke up at 11 today was such a refreshing state. Never slept so well for the past 2 weeks. Got problems with the com today so didn't get to come online early, not that there's any reason to anyway. Going to get myself a phone and a prepaid to use in camp. Once got that i need someone to call though hahaha. That would be a harder problem to solve. Since there's no other girls that cares bout me. But i'll find some i guess.
I really need inspiration to get through this BMT. The mental torture is killing me. I just want it to be over with. I got my own life to lead. Was thinkning of signing on airforce lets just see what's in store for me. Just have some problems passing IPPT, pullup and 2.4km run. Slowly ill do beta i hope. well then tht is it so anything guys u know where to reach me.
crawling back to you
Saturday, July 26, 2008 <3
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