Dear Sayang,
I'm sorry to bother u, but i can't stop myself. I've not been myself lately, most of the time i'd be thinking of u. I cry myself to sleep every night thinking bout u. I don't know if u're thinking of me probably u're thinking of him. Yes i know u're attached now :( But i'm still restless. My heart won't rest peacefully until I hear it from u. Do u love him more than me? Are u happy with him than me? Have u totally lost the love for me? So many question but no definite answer.
Do u remember the time we spent together at Suntec foountain of wealth? We ate subway and stared at the beautiful sky together not worrying when to go home? That was the best day of my life. Or the time i taught u how to play pool? The time i fetched u from u're prom night? The special bear u gave me for my birthday? The brownie u made for me? Our first kiss? 2 years is a long time sayang, but it means nothing without content. What we went through 2 years is priceless to me, i'd never trade anything for it. I never wanted it to end. I guess muy ego got the better of me. U made me realise i've always loved u. Even now when u're with someone else i still love u.
U remember wat we promised? To be together forever? If we found a replacement we'd tell each other? I never could find a replacement for u sayang. Even when i'm with someone else, all i could think of was u baby, i'm loving u more than any human could. I'm loving u so much that it hurts to know u're with someone else :'( Baby please come back. NS is calling and its terrifying me. I want to spend more time with u. Please let me have you to come home to. U're my life, without u, i don't have any reason to live :''(
Love Farhan
crawling back to you
Saturday, June 14, 2008 <3
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