Friday, November 02, 2007
It has always been a dillema for me to find the girl who i loved. When i do find her i befriend her and then...that's when i fumbled. How do i express my feelings, my true feelings to someone i love who already is my friend? She treats me as a friend, i treat as a friend but i feel for her differently.
Sometimes it hurts to be in my position because you don't want to loose a friend and also u don't want to be "JUST FRIENDS". That's the 1st step, to decide whether to tell or not to tell. The 2nd step is how do you say it? I mean how you bring about the topic? do i say, "hey! u noe wat? i actually am falling in love with u? can u believe it? haha" or "i got sumting to tell you. Im in love with you..".i tried both and both srewed up my life. :(
People say you must show your intentions clearly but 10% direct approaches doesn't work. 50% indirect approach doen't work. And further more they say u must not wait too long or too short. I don't even know if she feels the same for me how the hell am i goin to know when is the right time?
crawling back to you
Friday, November 02, 2007 <3
.:LoveMe:.