Thursday, December 28, 2006
A few hours ago i came to know that a friends relationship is on the line. She asked for help but i can't give any...i don't think im equip for that kind of advise. I could have saved their relationship but i feel helpless. I couldn't give any advise that i can agree on. I see her cry in front of me and then it struck me how trapped they were. Each wanting the best for each other but unknowingly they hurt each other.
Huda wished she had more time to spare but reality proves otherwise, she doesn't want her loved ones to feel left out but she has alot in mind and she can't take it all at once. And San Wan plak loved her too much that she has become a diamond in his heart. Very difficult for him to let go. This wat i call true love ladies and gentlement. Till death do us part kind of true love. The feeling is not made up. It comes about naturally and spontaneously.
This situation made me realise that i'm lucky to have found someone who has always been by me side. We share problems with each other and not keep it to ourselves. We express our love to each other and mean it every time. We try to show we love through our actions. We spend as much time together than when we're apart. How could i've been so blind? What i've been searching for is already infront of me and yet im blind enough to not see it.
I want to tell her how much i appreciate her being there for me. As a friend and someone i love. Nobody can ask anything more from a girl. Your beauty attracts almost every guy in town and yet you chose me to be with forever. At times i hurt you so deep that you could never trust me ever again but yet u did. U try to be there whenever i wanted you even when i didn't do the same. You make me feel i'm not worth your love but at the same time i can't afford to loose you. If a perfect girl exists out there, then u would be the one i've been searching for all this time.
crawling back to you
Thursday, December 28, 2006 <3
.:LoveMe:.
