Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Here i am in school doing nothing and feeling down. I can't explain why i'm like this...never felt ever so lonoely before, or have i? I keep thinking of the future i want to have but not doing anything about it. I love someone so dearly that if she's not here i would die.
I think of her every single day before i go to sleep and before i wake up to a new day. Sometimes i stare into nothingness and find myself in a dream. Nothing seems right without her. Nothing seems wrong with her. She made me feel so 'CARED' and meaningful. She is more precious than any diamond or pearl. If i ever lost her...i'd lose myself and everything that made me...me.
The day i didn't want to come is finally here. The day i'm gona lose the one's i love...again. It hurts alot but no tears can ever replace the pain. Why is this happening again? Why haven't i learnt my lesson? It feels as if my heart is delibrately made a fool of. I'm torn between telling her the truth and risk loosing everything.
crawling back to you
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 <3
.:LoveMe:.
